Today is Sunday. It looks like it is going to rain again. There are some very low clouds hanging over my windows. I have a headache. My boy is running around.
Mirek Czyzykiewicz and his ave makes me want to go somewhere where words have more meaning.
I have been working too hard and there is still no time to rest.
The craziness and speed I used to live my life with, faded away. I feel incomplete again. I feel an urge to dance in the rain, to let something take control over me.
What a beautiful feeling it is when nothing is up to you. There are people out there I would like to thank you for teaching me that. I hope I wasn't too bad as your pupil. I hope you enjoyed me.
Sometimes it takes time to realize who we really are and that things that are unspeakable are actually the things we are seeking. Today I know that and I am calm and agreeable. Today I am old enough to understand that some forms of pain are in fact the catharsis. Remembering the bruises on my skin makes me pure again. I miss the unknown.
Or maybe I just don't live anough anymore?
I am so tired at the minute.
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