going to Poland

I am going to Poland in a couple of days... Do you have that feeling sometimes... like you were travelling in time rather than in space?

welcome

I still can't sleep. Night after night my eyes are closed and my soul disappears and yet I wake in the morning more tired, more fitigued, somehow sadder even though I'm happy. I guess I feel lonely and confussed.

It's scary that there is so many people around me...